Saturday, March 18, 2017

Cry it all out onto me

You can cry it all out onto me, like a wild river pouring into the calm ocean

You can fight the whole world inside of me and I shall promise you victory

Drop your shields and come bathe in the moonlight of my soul

I promise you only the night lilies will be watching

I promise you no one will see the scars under my gentle caress

Let me take your sweat into mine and turn the sour into sweet

Let me pour my breath into yours so it washes away the pain

Let my light flow inside of you like the rain

Cleaning, cleansing, and refreshing all the seeds and grains

Those of love and beauty, those of joy and happiness, taking out the weeds of guilt and shame

Come with me to the sun to throw out those weights

The sun shall burn them forever so we can both soar up higher and higher beyond any sphere, time, or name


 لحظات اجدنى أنشر يداى عالية رغبة فى وصالك واخريات اجدنى  اخبىء رأسى فى صدرى تسبيحا بعظمتك و بجلالك و ادراكا لوهنى و ضعفى أمامك
اجدنى فى النهار استظل بلطفك وعطفك و سترك و اتلحف برحمتك و حنانك عبر سواد الليل. ارانى اتكىء على قدرتك يا قدير حتى ترفع لى نجواى و تدمج مشيئتى بمشيئك بكرمك يا أكرم الاكرمين.
مولاي اتوسل اليك الرضا و العفو...فأنت الوحيد الواحد الأحد
مبتغاى أن تزيد الود فى نفسى لأصل لودك يا ودود و أن تزيدنى رحمة لانهل من رحمتك يا رحيم..
مولاي ارفعنى برحمتك و محبتك و لطفك عن شرور نفسى و سيئات اعمالى و أعنى على غلبة شهوات جوارحى و جموح نفسى.
مولاي ارسل على طيرك ينشرون رذاذ المسك من حولى فاجدنى سكرانة بحبك ملهمة بعشقك فلا اتنفس إلا الطيب و لا ترى عيناى إلا الجمال ولا تلمس يداى إلا الخير
مولاي زكى أنفاسى بإسمك القدوس فتطفو سراءرى إلى نورك تاركة كل ما هو أدنى..مولاى انت العليم و السميع..انت العفو و انت المجيب..
ملأت ظلمات نفسى بنورك فعدلت الميزان بمغفرتك..فارفعنى اليك و انفذ مشيئتك فى و لك من خلالى فأنت الحق وانت حق المعبود لا معبود إلا سواك.

Saturday, December 17, 2016

Soul Collision

Souls are genderless sensual, sexual beings, and for sure they are all heart. They carry their own flavor and have a distinct imprint on other souls! 

Their proclaimed sexuality - for lack of a better word - is mainly out of the desire for union, the intensity of which can be of a rather nuclear nature. 

The collision of two souls in the higher realms has in itself  huge transformative potential. "Light upon Light" they sometimes call it, and it surely is a most beautiful thing...

Wednesday, November 23, 2016

قُلْ يَا عِبَادِيَ الَّذِينَ أَسْرَفُوا عَلَى أَنفُسِهِمْ لَا تَقْنَطُوا مِن رَّحْمَةِ اللَّهِ إِنَّ اللَّهَ يَغْفِرُ الذُّنُوبَ جَمِيعًا إِنَّهُ هُوَ الْغَفُورُ الرَّحِيمُ

عبرة يونس

عندما ذهب يونس مغاضبا و ترك مائة الف او يزيدون في الضلال التقمه الحوت
و استغفر ،فغفر له 

"لا اله الا انت سبحانك، اني (كنت) من الظالمين"
اعتراف ؟ نعم
توبة و ندم ...نعم
لكن الاهم ،يونس اعلن انه لم يعد من الظالمين
غفر لنفسه اولا الذنب ، اخرج نفسه من فئة الظالمين ،قبل ان يغفر الله له
صدق اولا تصدق ،كل ذنب قابل للغفران
و الغفران يبدأ منك
اغفر لنفسك اولا ، تنل مغفرة الخالق تاليا


Self-forgiveness is the prerequisite for any other kind of forgiveness! They tell us to forgive others to purify the heart and live in a state of peace. But how can we grant forgiveness to others when we can not grant it to ourselves? We simply can not give what we do not have. We need to extinguish the guilt within us first and drop those heavy weights to be able to soar up high

Sunday, November 13, 2016

What are we all sooo afraid of?

"Ohh, we are all afraid of our shadows. We are afraid of the darkness inside of us. 
So, we project it outside of us, and we have to go fight these monsters that we have projected outside. And again, part of the mystical journey is to face that darkness. You need the sword of your own aspiration to go into the darkness of yourself and to face that darkness. Then you discover that it not that dark after all. Then you begin to discover the light that is hidden in the darkness. 
This one of the great alchemical secrets. This is one of the secrets of human transformation, that you go into the darkness and it is terrifying at first, and then you discover the light of your own divine nature that is hidden in the darkness.
It is called the pearl of great prize that is at the bottom of the ocean. In the depths of darkness there is something so beautiful, but most people are afraid of it because there is a price to pay. You have to confront your own fears, your own anxieties, and to go deep within yourself. It is much easier to project it and to have enemies outside. But for the mystic there is only himself"
Llewellyn Vaughan-Lee

Wednesday, November 2, 2016

Real Knowing

                           When you know pure love...
                                                                                                                            you know God!